Mymymy, how the time flies. Yesterday I was like "it is NOT January yet, it CAN'T be!" Then two weeks ago it was March, and now it's damn JUNE already! What have I been up to in that time? That's an excellent question. I've been working 39.5 hours a week at minimum wage and it's preposterous rhinoceros. I'm getting pretty tired of the person I'm being, and also tired of my mother, and of living in her house. I don't hate myself just yet, but petty spite and stagnant consciousness are two smells that will not wash out of my skin while I live here.

By August, hopefully, Zora, Will, Eric and I will be renting a house together while Zora finishes his senior year at college and Will takes a year off from grad school. After that, my friend will be leaving this place, which will leave me with little reason not to follow suit.

Today I donated blood. It took only 8 minutes to fill the unit and I didn't pass out or feel dizzy. Usually it takes me 45min and I pass out because of the Hypoglycemia. So now I feel like a badass and I'm going to celebrate my awesome blood loss by smoking much too much green and listening to the Easy Star All Stars do Easy Star's Lonely Hearts Dub Band, which they released just in time for the anniversary of the release of Sgt.Pepper's. My mom bought me the two-disc release of Tideland for my birthday. I hate gifts but this one was righteous. Tideland is one of my favorite movies and I don't think it's at all twisted. This week we are going to Wakarusa. and it's going to be great. It was too expensive not to be great. For three people it's costing me $510 just for tickets. Divide that by $6.50 and that's how many hours I worked for those tickets. These are the kinds of thoughts that make me feel like an adult. Oh Fooey.

Right now I'm feeling hatred for all of mankind. I think that the world is a bitch, and I would like to see everyone rot painfully right where they are, and while they are still rotting I want the world to slowly catch fire. And all the people are rotted and watching the animals pick at people piles all around them, and watching the fire slowly consume everything. I would like for everyone to be just rotted enough when they get the fire that they can't move, but just alive enough so that it is very, very painful. And also, I would like for everyone's eyelids to burn off before they die. I don't know why that last one, but that's another thing I would really like, because of this mood I'm in.